Dill Pickle Potato Chips~ Day #3 (Week #4)
April 29

I’m starting to get anxious. I have a full time job as a graphic designer and all our work has dried up since the world has stopped holding conferences. Thankfully my boss assures me that she won’t lay me off, but days and now weeks of little or no work are stoking the anxiety machine in my brain, which is well-oiled and running on all cylinders already. The brain notices this discomfort and offers that something to eat will make me feel better….and WHOA! Those chips are AWESOME. So I pound down several thousand calories worth. And YIKES! Now I feel WORSE! Better have more chips so I don’t have to feel this. No Bueno. My coach always says notice that the worst that can happen is a feeling…WHAT? And 100% confidence comes when you are willing to actually feel all the feelings. So today I will feel the call of those chips and sit and breathe YES to the tsunamis of anxiety. I will soften the dam of resistance and unwillingness and simply sit and breathe and be with all of it…but OMG those chips are AWESOME!
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