Shouldstorm~ Day #2 (Week #4)
April 28

With all this “extra” time on my hands, I should have a spotless house, a pristine garden, a checked-off “to do” list. Nope. All the drives and ambitions to build my coaching practice, market my art, start a podcast, seem to have lost their charge right now. Instead, the stillness calls me to take this pause and explore it. Slow down even more and feel deeper into not-doing. The shouldstorm ruffles my feathers and I get up to do something and notice it lost its charge. Stillness calls me back to witness this slowing down. For the first time ever, the incredible acceleration of the world’s doings is being forced to pause. Something is asking us to feel deeper inside to an authenticity that is connected to nature, to honoring, to something far more sublime than doing — BEING. So I go into the woods and feel it all; the decay and growth, the eating and being eaten, the full spectrum of Life arising and dissolving back to the Oneness. I let the shouldstorms do their rain of guilt and shame, and rest in spacious Wonder that has infinite room for all of it.
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